Black & Blue

A writing about growing up black and a Dodger fan

Two things I knew at the age of a few

That one I was black, and two I was blue

My path was prewritten yet freshly anew

And not all would come easy I’d find as I grew

My hair would turn coarse and of bright sandy hue

My tone was such bronze, my pupils bronze too

The cap I’d adorn was but one tone and snug

Its brim was quite lengthy, its foe was the sun

I threw with my cousins and caught with them too

We ran ‘round square bases once batting balls through

Our winters were warm and our summers were more so

Our autumns were easy and spring times were joyful

Our worries were none, for all that we knew, was two things were sure, we were black and then blue

My father would travel and take me along

I’d see many things such as where I belonged

We’d make toward the sunrise with sunsets behind

We’d engage in much laughter while losing the time

I’d ask where I’d come from, he’d deeply respond

I’d learn who I was, what I was, and grow fond

My roots were in Brooklyn but not next of kin

I heard stories before me only time and again

I loved my bronze tone and learned all that it meant

But my country’d shown different and therefore it went

I’d travel my path with decks stacked afore me

Taught of injustice while ill treatment displayed all about me

I’d come to learn some things still those two I knew

That I’d never break easy, and grow faithful and true

Descend upon boats my ancestors once did

Without hope, nor foresight, just tools at their heads

But time heals some wounds and with time we’d have thrills

With time we’d grow heroes like Jackie and Wills

Becoming a man has meant more than just aging

It’s come with its prices, some argue worth paying

Persisting along, though, both prideful and strong

We carry our hope in our hearts as a song

So who dare bring us conflict when God is our victor

And whose shoulder will lend me? My brother? My sister?

Oh life you are precious, a blessing indeed

Lord help as I ask to unselfishly need

Just a game such as baseball with lessons therein

Is life and its teachings of losses and wins

Yet through all still I’m certain that these things bode true

That I will always be black, and forever be blue